Masc straight in public, twerks like femboy when home alone!

I am super masc and straight acting in public. I even played a d1 sport in college, so I am very jock like in public. Sometimes when I watch my twerking videos it baffles me how fem my body looks when I dance. I started twerking when I was home alone to get in touch with my feminine side… and now I guess I do it everyday after work haha. No one knows I do this … but I love how it makes me feel. Would you want to FaceTime me while I twerk and you tug your toy? :)